nothing

rush rush rush
but really nothing there nothing 
not movement or improvement
good bad in between
nothing 
maybe exaggeration cuz there is something
but that's something doesn't do it for me
so i still feel nothing
discomfort 
so much to sort
nope nothing
no one understand not even me
where do i start 
when do i start to see
this empty heart
when do i begin me
is there some joy inside
is there anything
please come out don't hide
nothing
oh wait there's something...
sadness




This is just what i happened to be feeling at the moment its a little something i wrote. maybe there's more to come i don't know xoxo k.k.